--- Ramsey <ramsey@nym.alias.net> wrote:
> From Ramsey Tue Sep 14 20:51:06 1999
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> From: Ramsey <ramsey@nym.alias.net>
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> Subject: Wonderful News!
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> Gail,
> 
> I was so excited when I got the news that Michael is
> willing to 
> talk to me here. Oh Gail, this just might be the
> person who will 
> have to courage to help me. I was told that he sent
> you a copy of 
> that mail; hence, you already know he is going to
> talk to me. I 
> have not responded to him yet.
> 
> Gail, I asked you not to send my messages to Susan.
> On the other 
> hand, I would be glad to communicate with her here.
> Susan is just 
> worried about me. Tell her not to be worried about
> me. I love 
> her, and do not want her to upset herself over this.
> Tell her I 
> am in control of the situation - I am a Paugh.
> She'll understand. 
> Gail, darling, I will not be upset with you if you
> do something I 
> asked you not to do. I only wish things could turn
> out good this 
> time, unlike the last time I attempted to divulge
> this 
> information. I care for all my friends - that
> includes you.
> 
> Thank you for your sympathy. To say I miss my baby
> does not do 
> justice to the my true feelings concerning my loss
> of her. She 
> was my baby. I will not kiss her again in this life.
> Do hold your 
> baby close. Don't be terrified that she will be
> taken but do be 
> aware that danger exists. I want you to have peace
> of mind and 
> think only on happy things. 
> 
> Your insight concerning the mysterious man is very
> good, as it 
> has been all along. I never picked up what you
> picked up, from 
> his use of latin. I thought of another profession -
> medicine. 
> Doctors also know latin. His affluence points in
> another 
> direction than the clergy. However, that would
> explain his being 
> surrounded by the public and by children. Keep your
> ideas coming.
> 
> I feel God has answered my prayers. I will try my
> best to make 
> this final attempt with Michael, the best effort
> thus far. With 
> your support, I can go through this difficult
> process one more 
> time. Now, I can focus my prayers on my dark friend.
> His heart 
> aches as does mine. He is in need of prayer. May God
> bring my 
> child's killer closer to Him; so that he might be
> forgiven.
> 
> Patricia Ramsey